food equals
food = acne
food= fat
food = sadness
food = self hatred
starving= clear skin
starving= skinny
starving= happiness
starving= body goals
i know which i would choose
food = acne
food= fat
food = sadness
food = self hatred
starving= clear skin
starving= skinny
starving= happiness
starving= body goals
i know which i would choose
Why I NEED skinny..
To see my hips
To feel my arms fit closer to my sides
To feel my knee bones touch
To be able to touch my elbows together
So I can reach around behind me and do the hand cover vagina thing (some reason that is motivating)
Skinny poses that I generally can’t do because I’m fat
So I can BE the thinspo
So I can take pictures whenever I want, in whatever clothes I’m wearing
So I can rock Thigh highs, a huge sweater and cute boy shorts and nothing else!
To be able to run my hands over never before seen parts because I am now thin enough to see/ feel them
To see my shoulder bonesTo see my ribs again
So I look more pulled in instead of just fat spilling everywhere
No more muffin top and fat poking out of holes in pants
So I don’t have to wear huge sweaters to hide myself
To feel the control and accomplishment
To finally prove everyone wrong
To show everyone how hot I can be
The feeling of a baby thigh gap starting to form
To be able to see past my stomach
So see what my stomach and back look like without a mile of fat stuck on.
To not wear holes in all my pantsTo bend into certain positions without my rolls getting in the way
To be more confident
To have more self esteem
So when I fall I don’t get hurt as badly
So I don’t take up so much room on the bed
So I move faster and can get around easier
So my movements can be graceful again
To never hear that I “flop” on a couch ever again
To stop hearing people whisper about my weight
Because I’m sick of hearing everyone else being called thin and pretty
So my thighs don’t slap together when I walk fast or run
I can make friends, and they won’t just see me as my fat
I can walk anywhere without everyone’s eyes shooting directly to my biggest parts (thighs/stomach) instead of my face
So I can start to improve on other things in life without the fat holding me back
Better job opportunities/ opportunities in general
So people don’t get scared when I move close to them
So my boyfriend can pick me up and we can play around and have fun without me hurting him because I’m so fucking fat
So I can feel more comfortable naked around him
So girls won’t see me as a non-threat to them so they don’t try to fucking steal my boyfriend 😤
So I can wear the cute things he buys me
So I can fit into other people’s clothes
So I won’t be the fattest person I know
People respect you when you aren’t fat, and I won’t be a joke anymore
People will actually listen to me because Ill look like I can actually bust they ass instead of being this giant floppy marshmallow
To just be able to sit there and feel myself getting skinnier
So I can go to the gym or outside or for a jog and I won’t have to worry about my fat jumping around with me
Lil tiddies, nice booty ( booty should be the ONLY “fat” thing on me)
So showering is quicker
So existing isn’t so painful
So I no longer feel like I’m trapped in a fat suit
Because I’ve never been skinny, let alone been under 170. I’ve been fat my whole life
So the floor doesn’t creek so loudly when I walk
To be complimented
To be told that I am pretty/thin
So people get excited to hang out with me
So I stop intimidating people with my size
So I look more approachable
Because skinny girls are more likely to get what they want
Do it for the..
MUST READ EVERY SINGLE DAY
i will lose weight
i will be skinny
i will do this
losing weight is easy
i’ll do whatever it takes to be skinny
losing weight is possible
skinny is possible
it is possible
i can do this
i’m getting skinnier and skinnier every day
i am not giving up
i’m not giving up no matter how hard it gets
i won’t stop until i reach my goal
i love losing weight
i love getting skinny
i’m enjoying this journey
i’m enjoying my progress
losing weight is fun
i love my body
i’m aware of my eating habits
i’m aware of how they affect my body
i love eating healthy food
i will eat healthy food only
i’m eating healthy food only
i’m eating small portions
i need to eat small
i will not binge
i will not exceed my calories intake
i will not eat more than i need to
i choose to lose weight
i choose to be skinny
i have to lose weight
i have to be skinny
nothing can stop me
no one can stop me
i’m in control
no one and nothing can control me
i’m in control of this
i choose to eat what i want
i choose to do what i want
no one is forcing me to do anything
nothing is forcing me to do anything
i’m getting skinnier and skinnier every day
i love being healthy
i will reach my goals
i will reach my goal weight
i will reach my ultimate goal weight
i’m capable of losing weight
i have whatever it takes to lose weight
it’s all up to me
i’m the one in control of losing weight
it’s not too late
it’s never too late
i have all of the time to lose weight
there’s no limit in losing weight
i’m losing weight faster
i’m improving every day
i’m losing body fat every day
i love moving my body
my body burns fat every day
feel free to add more x
I want sweatpants to look cute on me
I want oversize sweaters to look cute on me
I want thigh high socks to look cute on me
I want bad angles to still look cute
I want shorts to look cute
I want crop tops to look cute
I want to look cute when I snack
I want to look cute when I’m being lazy
I want to be the thin one
I want to be the small one
I want to be skinny
Imagine this when you’re hungry or planning on skipping a workout:
You’re out shopping at the mall with your friends. With over £150 quid in your pocket, you’re planning on buying loads of clothes. Crop tops, skinny jeans with rips in them, mini dresses, tight skirts, the whole works. Cause you’re skinny now these will look amazing on you!
“Hey shall we stop for food?” Your friend will ask. You’ll smile.
“Sure. I already ate though so I’ll just get a coffee.”You tell your friend. They nod and you enter a store with them. Your friends all choose fatty sausage rolls, giant sandwiches, calorific cakes, bagels crammed with bad stuff…You sit and sip elegantly at a black coffee with practically zero calories in. Your thighs don’t touch even when you’re sitting, and your thin bony fingers grasp the coffee cup.
Shopping. You all enter a big store. You pick anything, it’ll fit you. A pair of shorts and a tight bralette, you choose. Every single one of you cram into a changing room, stripping and trying on outfits.You don’t try and cover up, while some of your friends are bashful and desperately trying to hide their muffin tops and cellulite, you don’t have that problem anymore. They marvel at your skinniness.
“How do I look?” You ask, turning around. The shorts are a perfect fit, only tight around your bubble butt, and your stomach is a washboard. You’ve blown everyone away.
“You look fantastic,” They all agree, nodding. You smile.
You know that you look fantastic.
You know that because you can feel it.
For once in your life, you feel and look absolutely amazing.
Still hungry?
Yeah, I didn’t think so.
I’m tired 🌸
Tired of being the fat one, the ugly one, the one who gets left to walk behind their group of friends at the mall. Tired of having to ask for the next size up, tired of muffin tops and thighs that touch. I’m tired of running miles just to ruin it with a binge. I’m tired of “you’re not fat” instead of “but you’re so skinny!”
But im not tired of trying because now? I will be skinny by Christmas.
imagine wearing a cardigan when you get skinny and just seeing your small, boney, hands wrapping around a mug and drinking hot tea and just having the cardigan hang off your body and just 😍😍😍
